Sunset

Everything faded away like a sunset
May be night came in at a wrong time

Stars and moon gazed frm the high skies
And my heart and lyf wer worst ever blue

I sat in the seashore alone watching waves

Each waves showed me days we shared in the past

As the night grew older,Tides were at their lowest
The night and darkness faded slowly to dawn

Waves were blue and even the sky slowly turned blue

It was me in the seasore watching the same sun

I saw it set,wen my heart shattered into pieces
I saw it rise,pushing me to the dawn of darkness

Sun was bright and brighter colors all around

Walking to my room I saw the world in light

I looked at the sun in despair..The same sun
Thoughts of that sunset pierced ma broken heart again

Ma world became colourless thn black and then dark

I ran into the deep darkness away from the light

So far that I slowly faded away from the world
So far from sun and its light,I walked into duskiness

Slowly faded and found myself invisible in inquity...

I will forget you one day

Pre Script :

Ok.so Ram is far from home..i mean he was already far from home..given his home is in Calicut and he was in Chennai...but now he is far from Chennai 2....he is in a small tiny miny place where his "branded" stomach refuses to digest the local food..he told me that even Lian (one of our very caring colleague/senior/friend) has allowed him to skip food...because the food is actually bad...i doubt whether the following poem is just an outcome of his empty stomach, occasionally filled with tender coconut???...anyways whatever...

he told me that he is again seeing rainbow in dark night sky (this once happened b4 and the result were a bunch of poems on love which i think i have published, may be or may be not..)..i wish he is ok...but then his insanity is the only sign of him being in his senses ...lol :D :D.....

he exclusively asked me to check out this poem when he seldom mentions about his writings in any of our conversation...its a silent Gmail affair ;)....he told me he is into "realistic sadness" (a poetic term coined by him?..may be who knows) and that the poem ll prove it....

now when i read this i am sure of two things...

first the realistic sadness is not a term coined by him..the poem is reallly a reality and sad...

second i know tender coconut has nothing to do with the poem...it has to do with a real person..sad as it may sound..but i know its no fiction...anyways sit back and enjoy...

I will forget you one day
The days of million emotions we shared
Discussing things of which we were scared
I will forget all these one day
Like the day fading into its dusk
Our promises will fade away into the dark


New relations and more people between us
Will make us shout to hear each other
Where once we heard each other`s heartbeat
Even when we were miles apart

Impatience of the infancy will grow up
Even if we never wanted it to happen
Life will go so busy for us
Leaving us less time time to turn back
And thus our past will fade away
Into mere dusted old tales of life
The same past were we celebrated our relation
Like a new beginning till the very end of our life

As the melting glaciers of the poles
It will be very slow,but still melting
Just like the way we came close
I will forget you one day
Place you in my shelves of past
Which I rarely or never go through
I will forget you one day
Just like the way we met one day

--------Kris

There is a fire ~~~ in and around me

Took me years and years to know
And smiles and tears to know
What ever I do to be alive
There is a fire,burning fire

I hid the pain in my eyes
And hoped tears would wash it
I locked myself in a dark room
Then I ran miles into the woods

I had a fire in me,buring fire
Never ending thirst to live
I saw me rising above the sun
To see the world beneath me

I went deep into the ocean
Drank water for my thrist
I saw me floating in the waves
Weightless but still burning

Then I went deep inside me
And asked myself about the fire
I lived talking to myself
To end the thrist and burinig fire

Gradually I ended my thirst
With fire still burining inside
Because now I know,there is a fire
Waiting for me,burning fire


---Kris

Broken chair

Its a broken wooden chair Made centuries back

It has seen laughing angels Crying devils too

It broke its back leg And a cracked its seat too

Dont Sit on that wooden chair Its broken,centuries ago

Broke wen it saw devil laugh And crying angles too

People sat on it,played piano Nobody listened to its weep

It cried and asked for help
All listened to the symphonies

No one listened to help
Lords sat on it, and dukes too

Neither saw the crack in the leg Ministers came,peoples representatives

Decades past still noone came for help
History talk about leaders and greats

None of them saw the crack in the leg
One day chair broke its leg

When laughing devil sat on it
Crying angles left its seat

Seat too started cracking like the leg
Dont sit on that wooden chair

Its broken..

Waiting for a hero to fix it
Till then its a broken chair...
---Kris

I am Sorry :(

She looked hard at me in anger
Her eyes looked sharper

More than emperor's sword
Somewhere it was helpless
Like a surrendered kings word

I looked at her eyes long enough
I thought why?? Then i knew why??

My mind is crying in shame
She thought i also did the same

May be she thought i am one of the lot
But i can prove her i am not

Oh Jesus i m really sorry
Wherever she is in the world
Please convey my apology

I am sorry, i am sorry...

"Not every relations have names"

When your eyes said it,
I knew thats was the end of it.

End of a special journey together
Which I thought will be forever

The world pushed me to ask you
Even the stars forced to do so

Why i still wonder,I did so
So foolish I asked you so...

Years of friendship all ended
Tears of pain,Now I knw

Why It is said by some wise names
Not every relations have names

You knew all about my heart
Some said you are my sweetheart

Fell in those words,I said to you
I love you my sweetheart........

But When your eyes said it,
I knew thats was the end of it.

End of a special journey together
Which I thought will be forever

Trust me now,forgive me now
Because now I can feel How

You were more than a friend
You knew all about my heart

The stars told me so,And
The world asked to do so.

My life has taught me now
"Not every relations have names"
-------Kris